Drama, Dreams, Me, Observations, Personal Issues, True Life

Not Sleeping Solid

Good Morning,

I woke up from a nightmare. I think I slept 6 hours from 10-1 then 4-7.  I haven’t been sleeping solid. To much on my mind.

Have you ever been bursting with news but you can only tell so many people as things fall into place?  That’s what I am dealing with, now.   It drives me crazy but things are solidified, I will let you know.

Crazy’s friend, Van, was something else. She was blunt to the point of being rude, and was quite conceited. Both Crazy and Van wound up staying here for the night.  I hoped it would be a Slumber Party atmosphere but Van insisted on sleeping in the extra room.

Changes, Friendship, Health, Me, Other, Thoughts, True Life, Uncategorized, Wedding Party, Weight

School & Foot, Not Foot School

I woke up after a solid, five hours of sleep.  My mind is spinning with some major changes a head. (Sorry, can’t say yet).

I learned that I can get paid for school for 8 months out of the year.  However, it will take 2.5 years to get my BA. Plus, I need to take math!  Needless to say, I am freaking out.  Math is very, confusing to me.  Is it worth it to go to school in order to get a degree and not be done until age 55?  I would prove to myself I could do it and not quit everything I start and I could find a decent job, for the next however many years until I retire but,…

Please give me your opinions in this matter. Would you go back to school at age 52? Even if it isn’t to become a doctor, etc.. But to be learning and to get your BA?  Can anyone share your experiences with college courses compared to High School?

Crazy has a friend in town so I will be alone with my babies, today.  Its good to have that alone time once in a while.

I am really looking forward to getting this cast off and my foot healing, but, on the 7th I am going back to the Orthopedic to start walking while in it.

Health, Job, Thoughts, True Life, Uncategorized

Future Goal and Other

Woke up this morning and feeling blah with a cough and sore throat.  3 days ago, while waiting in the lobby of my orthopedic; I was talking to a lady who mentioned she had bronchitis. Upon further questioning, she said she was recovering.  Well, with my immune system, I need to stay away from sick people, plus, my mother used to say it takes 3 days to catch a sickness.  Today would be 3 days, on the nose.

Crazy and I really are Best Friends and it’s funny how much alike we are.  While at lunch the other day, this restaurant had this computer you can order from, pay for and play games on; so Crazy and I took some quizzes.  It reminded me of The Newlywed Game but this was for friends.  Turns out, we have a lot of the same tastes.  Except decorating because Crazy really doesn’t and I love to…and cleaning which is a whole nother topic.  Anyway, we have decided not to lose our friendship and have been talking about places to go and things to do, in our future.  Obviously, if one gets married, the other will be the Maid-of-Honor.

Neither of us are thinking close to that, at present. We have both been hurt in relationships and have pretty much given up looking and are giving it to God.  Should I ever marry again, I want to believe 3rd Times A Charm and will pray it lasts forever.  But, I don’t envy any man that gets serious over me.  I have so much anger and pain and trust issues, it will take someone who is honest and can prove that he is real before I will trust again.  I see background checks in my future.

I have finished 3 weeks now of my free class on Future Learn.  I wish I could get a Certificate to prove I took it, but, it costs $56. for a certificate and a grade.  I may purchase it next check since it will look good if I ever go back to work.

Still trying to track down my 2015 taxes for my FAFSA.  I think I remember the place we went and will try to call again tomorrow, to get a copy.  That is all I am missing, I believe, to turn in my application.

I have a friend who got approved and will be taking classes online so I know this is possible.  My goal is to teach children from home through VIP Kids.

Continuing, Experience, Migraines, Other, True Life, Uncategorized

Yesterday.. Memories?

Yesterday was bad.  I woke up with a killer Migraine that refused to leave.  I must have tried almost every drug I have, to get rid of it.  I couldn’t get out of bed until 2 p.m.

On that topic, Iam considering getting my  Daith Piercing removed.  My headaches are pretty much back the way they were and my ear with the piercing is all crusty and sore. Plus,  I cannot do any MRI’s with this thing in.

No other news yet.  Am trying to update as much as possible.

My foot/ankle is still in a lot of pain.  Gotta see how I feel about going to church tonight.

Oh yeah, Crazy and I got stuck in a Monsoon during lunch after I got my cast on.  We had to drive home and I had to go on my butt upstairs in the rain.

I still am not used to that yet. In most places, it rains for days, then clears up.  Here, we have wind and rain out of nowhere for maybe 45 minutes, then, it’s done.

Animals, Continuing, Health, Home Decor, Other, True Life

More Stuff

Saw the Orthopedic yesterday and I am now in a cast.  It is Purple!  They don’t use plaster-of-paris anymore; now they use Fiberglass.  I was pretty excited that they have color choices, now.  The doctor said it is a straight break so he won’t need to reset it; but to stay off it until my next appointment and then I can try to walk.

I had the cat shelves put up and they look really cool.  Plus, the cats love them.  They haven’t tried the bridge yet, though.  Everything takes time.

My sleep schedule has been totally messed up, lately.  I think I might know why and need to make some dietary adjustments.

Lastly, Not meaning to brag but, I Can’t Believe My Blog Is 4 Years Old!  That is a super cool, WordPress Anniversary!

Addictions, Continuing, Drugs, Migraines, Other, True Life

Different Stuff

Had another bad night and this time, had a horrible Migraine.  Had to take an Imatrex and now my foot hurts worse then ever.

Crazy and I went grocery shopping and it is amazing what ny Smart can hold!

I quit Talkspace because I need to save money plus, I am okay. 

Haven’t talked to D in over a week and don’t plan to.  I could say,think,believe I’ll love him til the day I die, but, he will always be an Addict!  That is definitely Not what I want or deserve.  The whole dream shattered when drugs came into the picture. And you know what?  I am okay, again. Finally! The man I loved and married was not the same man. We had some really good times.  I am thankful for that.  I am not getting in touch with this one, anymore. I am going to surround myself with positive people away from the evil, drug and drinking lifestyle.

Tomorrow, I am seeing an Orthopedic Surgeon for my foot and I can’t wait!  This foot is killing me and it”s really a bitch to go anywhere.

Okay, got 1 1/2 hours left. May try to sleep again.