After going to church yesterday and having someone comment that I may be losing weight again, I realized that I have not been taking care of myself. I cycle on my formula I need to take. I got lost with the Marriage and Honeymoon and Puma, etc. I need to get back on track and focus on myself, my health and me.
My husband is gone for the day. He went to an Art thing in another city a few hours away and he may be part of a television show in Europe or somewhere. I was invited, but I wanted a day for myself. Maybe, I will go gambling for a bit, or they may be having something at church. I don’t know. Maybe, I will stay home and gel. Haven’t decided yet.
One thing about this marriage compared to the last is: My Ex never wanted to spend time with me so, I became very independent. Now, my husband wants to spend almost all his time with me. He is not controlling in the least, but, sometimes, I just want time for me. When he is asleep, it is not the same. I know eventually, I will need to wake him up or the animals will make noise and I have to monitor them.. or something. When I am alone once in a while, I have me time.. to think or sleep or anything without concern of noise, etc.