I still love my husband and in my heart I always will. Maybe, this will be a learning experience, maybe, D. Will open his eyes and decide what is most important to him, maybe, God will bring us back together in a few years, or maybe not.
I want to stay friends through this. I am sad the way this is ending. But, I think we both need to find ourselves again. This is just not the time to be married to each other.
We got married quickly and the actual marriage was rushed even sooner due to unexpected circumstances. We only knew each other for 6 months prior. I know God works in his own time and God has told me, it’s time for a serious break. If this relationship was really God’s Will, it will happen again. If not, we will be led in other directions.
I am giving my 10 year old cat back to her daddy. My Ex – Husband. That hurts too. I feel it is best for her since she does not really like the other cats and cannot be the only cat here. He has a condo and she will rule it. We will keep in touch with pictures and videos of the cat and dog.
As soon as this life chapter closes, I can fix up the house and move closer to my friend, Keb, so we can hang out more. I will find another church where I am comfortable and go from there.