There is not much I can do, as my
marriage spins out of control and out of reach, and my feelings change every day.
I wish we could go back before we tried Marijuana. I wish I didn’t know the things I do now.
I truly do love my husband. I am lying when I say otherwise. I miss his strong arms holding me, I miss our feet or hands touching at night.
However, he has not said what I really need to hear from him.
I hope that by losing our marriage, I will not lose him entirely.
My 10 year old, Firepie cat was picked up yesterday by my Ex. The cats that are left, are finally at peace.