Annulment, Chronic Illness, Decision, Feelings, Happiness, Me

Am I Happy Now?

He was served the Annulment Papers today and asked if I am happy now.  Yes and No.

I am very unhappy about the whole situation and the fact he made me do things this way.   I am also hurt, angry, lost, betrayed,  lonely, depressed and confused about the whole thing.

It’s been a long wait for those papers to arrive.   Now,  another 20 or so days until this is completely over.

I wanted D. to put me first, but instead,  he added something else to come before us.  And it changed his whole personality.

So I take things one day at a time and go through the motions.   While D. doesn’t eat when stressed,  I eat everything,  but mainly junk.

Am I happy now?  Not quite.

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