Yesterday, D came home totally stoned. Then, he even went to his car and had more. I think it is sad and incredibly disgusting.
He tells me he loves me, but, I don’t respond anymore. I hate this downward spiral he has chosen and since he isn’t trying to change, his love for me is not real.
I can honestly say, I am actually looking forward to him moving out. I just hope we don’t have another fight. He signed a contract stating on or before the 1st and he is already trying to swing it for a few more days.
I also had major car drama, yesterday. But, I will get into that, another time.