My husband has convinced himself that the reason I got the Annulment was because I was tired of being married. That is not true.
I loved my husband and took my marriage vows seriously.
I will admit I went through a confusing phase because D. Is so different from my first husband, but we passed that and I started going to counseling. We even discussed Couples Counseling. Then D. started Marijuana so that option was gone.
I told him I would not go to counseling with him unless he stopped using and he made his choice. What is really sad is; he is not only using now but has also added alcoholic beverages to the mix.
This is not the man I met in the Church Singles Group and fell in love with.
I pray every day for him to clean up, but that is between him and God, as is the future of us apart or together.
The man I love has chosen a different path which is detrimental to us and possibly him, personally.
I am not happy about my decision but, I believe it is best for both of us. I am also hurt that I had to go there.