Its a new day and I have decided to do things the correct way.
I had a really bad night and I woke up seeing a lot more clearly, I should say seeing things a lot more clearly.
Nobody ever got back to me about the dog and you know what? They don’t have to. It was D’ responsibility when he took the dog. I really don’t think that he let at dog starve. I’m sure somebody has that dog and the dog is fine; and you know what? even if not, this is not my business. I have the cats and even though if the shoe was on the other foot and he asked my relatives if the cats were at least okay I would want my relatives and friends to say yes, His family and friends don’t have to respond that way, they don’t have to respond at all. Apparently you know they think I’m probably the witch that made him go downhill,which we all know isn’t true.
Anyway I have decided. I am giving this all to God. I am not going to write any more about how much I love him and how sad things are. Because he’s the one that made this choice. He is responsible for his actions and I am responsible for mine. I am no longer going to stress out over things that I have absolutely no control of. I am going to enjoy my new condo and I am going to work on getting healthier.
Last night, was horrible and this morning was even worse. I am stressing myself out over things that are Beyond anything I can do.
So I’m done I’m done stressing over stupid stuff. I’m done cryingover an ex-husband who technically isn’t even an an ex since I got an annulment, I’m done worrying over a dog that isn’t mine because I gave D, gave him not loaned him, gave him, said dog so he is responsible for the dog.
My goal now is to get healthy and to get my life back on track. Any motivational words comments, etc. are appreciated.
So look out, because you may be reading some totally different post’s!