Had another bad night and this time, had a horrible Migraine. Had to take an Imatrex and now my foot hurts worse then ever.
Crazy and I went grocery shopping and it is amazing what ny Smart can hold!
I quit Talkspace because I need to save money plus, I am okay.
Haven’t talked to D in over a week and don’t plan to. I could say,think,believe I’ll love him til the day I die, but, he will always be an Addict! That is definitely Not what I want or deserve. The whole dream shattered when drugs came into the picture. And you know what? I am okay, again. Finally! The man I loved and married was not the same man. We had some really good times. I am thankful for that. I am not getting in touch with this one, anymore. I am going to surround myself with positive people away from the evil, drug and drinking lifestyle.
Tomorrow, I am seeing an Orthopedic Surgeon for my foot and I can’t wait! This foot is killing me and it”s really a bitch to go anywhere.
Okay, got 1 1/2 hours left. May try to sleep again.