My antidepressant has been refilled. We are going to pick it up today from pharmacy. I have been freakong out and having horrible side effects.
Crazy has been making herself to wake up at 4 every morning so she can start working out in the a.m. next week. In the meantime, she wakes up and drives to her place to spend time with her dogs every day.
My foot seems to be healing and is starting to itch in this cast. I read that I can try the blow dryer on cool to take the itch away. May try that, later.
Tomorrow, I will hopefully be sharing a Major event! You will be surprised, I believe because I know I am. .
Just discovered, my room is full of ants. Damn! Gotta see what I can do before Crazy gets back later.
I woke up from a nightmare. I think I slept 6 hours from 10-1 then 4-7. I haven’t been sleeping solid. To much on my mind.
Have you ever been bursting with news but you can only tell so many people as things fall into place? That’s what I am dealing with, now. It drives me crazy but things are solidified, I will let you know.
Crazy’s friend, Van, was something else. She was blunt to the point of being rude, and was quite conceited. Both Crazy and Van wound up staying here for the night. I hoped it would be a Slumber Party atmosphere but Van insisted on sleeping in the extra room.
I woke up after a solid, five hours of sleep. My mind is spinning with some major changes a head. (Sorry, can’t say yet).
I learned that I can get paid for school for 8 months out of the year. However, it will take 2.5 years to get my BA. Plus, I need to take math! Needless to say, I am freaking out. Math is very, confusing to me. Is it worth it to go to school in order to get a degree and not be done until age 55? I would prove to myself I could do it and not quit everything I start and I could find a decent job, for the next however many years until I retire but,…
Please give me your opinions in this matter. Would you go back to school at age 52? Even if it isn’t to become a doctor, etc.. But to be learning and to get your BA? Can anyone share your experiences with college courses compared to High School?
Crazy has a friend in town so I will be alone with my babies, today. Its good to have that alone time once in a while.
I am really looking forward to getting this cast off and my foot healing, but, on the 7th I am going back to the Orthopedic to start walking while in it.
So, I saw my new Primary Care yesterday, who really won’t be. This guy barely knew a word of English and he didn’t even look at my foot. To make it worse, I waited over an hour to see him. He did fill a few prescriptions but, that’s it. Will be trying a new one after calling insurance company.
I am in my 2nd week of my free class in teaching children English as an additional language and I love it! This Internet class thing is going to work well for me.
Speaking of which, I started working on the Fafsa yesterday. That.is going to take some time to fill out and the IRS said they are closed for linking to Fafsa until August.
I have been ransacking my house looking for my 2015 taxes. In the meantime, I think I found the college I want to attend and it is in Henderson. NV. I know that doesn’t matter since I am taking class online bit it is kind of good to be close, in case I ever had to go to the actual school.
I really hope I can do this, even if I am to old to teach, when I’m finished. I don’t think there is an age limit for VIP Kids and I remember having retirees as substitutes in High School.
I can’t get in to see my Primary until the 10th. In the meantime, I am trying to stay off my foot and Crazy is helping me. I still have a lot of pain but, have started cutting down on the Oxycodone, a bit.
When I went to emergency the other night, I was in so much pain I was hyperventilating and they let me do that for way to long. I now know which hospital to steer clear of.
I have started a free class through Future Learn on teaching children English. I like the way it is done and I completed the first weeks class in two days.
In other nrws, even though I have just moved in, I am going to keep my eyes and ears open for a house with a Casita or Mother-In-Law suite. Crazy ad I are together constantly and it will save us both money, in the long run. She has two dogs and I have four cats so I don’t want to share a house, necessarily, but if we could find her a place that connects or two steps away, it would be perfect. I just need to try to save some money and once again, clean my credit.
It’s 11p.m and the fireworks haven’t stopped so on that note, Happy 4th All! Join me in being thankful for our freedom.
I am going to continue a bit with my Metaphor post now, which won’t be easy. I have done it and opened the door again. Not all the way but, he can get his foot in and I can hear his words. They are normal, friendly words..”How are you? What are you doing today? etc..
Here’s the issue: Can we be friends? Is this what I really want? I don’t know the answer but, hearing his voice or reading his texts takes me back..to the time when we first dated and talked long into the night, hearing stories about the dog reminds me of when I adopted the puppy and how sad I felt at almost having to take him back. When we do talk, he and I, it is awkward. I don’t want to share where I moved and I am still not ready to date anyone. I guess sometimes his texts annoy me now since I am trying so hard to focus on me.
D, if you are reading this. I hate to hurt you again. But, please don’t text for a while and I won’t call. Let’s cut it off entirely and take some time..to figure out who we really are as individuals. Only God knows if our paths will intersect again, and what happens then.