My antidepressant has been refilled. We are going to pick it up today from pharmacy. I have been freakong out and having horrible side effects.
Freaky Friday is my prompt today. I think the original with Jody Foster has got to be one of the top movies. I love the concept and have written stories and imagined if I switched lives with friends.
I am stressing a bit about my health and money. Although… I have an appointment on Friday to get my hair done and woke up stressing that I can’t afford it. I was getting ready to cancel the appointment today. But, I sold my bed and Glam is coming tonight with payment. I think I still may have to, though. I am not sure when Escrow closes. This sucks, a bit.
I am stressing about health because the doctors at NIH think I should be tested for diabetes plus I can’t get a refill of my antidepressants and I am trying really hard not to see a doctor until after I move.
This last one is not stress, per se, but it is on my mind. Last night I shared a cute pic of Susy on Instagram mentioning the move. D. responded with a comment about me not saying Good-by. So, after talking with Crazy, I threw him the information of the gathering we are planning and told him he is welcome to show up. Since then, he started texting again although, nothing heavy.
I really don’t have a problem if he shows up (I say while trying to convince myself). Other people will be there to help keep my emotions in check But..I need to remember the reasons we separated. I can’t get sucked in. It will be awkward. I tried to end the text messages quickly, last night.
I love mirrors.
Growing up, our dining room had a wall that was completely mirrored and when my sister lost her contact lense, we searched all over with flashlights in the blue carpet next to the mirror. Turned out,the dog ate it, we believe.. but whatever.
Anyway, I put up a wall of mirrors in my last house and it was really cool and made the house look bigger. It also made my dog think there was another dog and bark at his own reflection..
I still have most of those mirrored tiles and am taking them to my new place. I love the way mirrors change our perception, as well as, make us face reality.
I am still a bit annoyed and sad though; My favorite mirror was broken when being moved and the friend that broke it never apologized or offered to pay for a replacement. I have found a replacement but, can’t get it yet, because it was a $200. mirror.
Guess who is Not helping me move. this time.
I will do The Daily Prompt later. This one is on my mind. Plus, it’s almost 2 a.m and I haven’t slept yet.
Okay, so Crazy and I are friends. BFF’s to be exact which means Best Friends Forever. We are here for each other to help and support each othet. I’ve hardly been able to walk since January so Crazy sleeps on the couch. I am just starting to walk but should not walk to far ‘alone’ yet. I did not want to move to Arizona knowing how Crazy is with her emotions and mental health issues; so, we worked it out and will have our own places side by side.
Here’s the thing:
When did everyone in society start thinking that just because two girls hang out and are always seen together, they must be Lesbians?
Two people have asked me about Crazy and I.
I am going to clarify this right now. We are not Lesbians and never will be.
The Golden Girls sharef a house, and Blanche was a slut.
Crazy and I are Best Friends. That is it. Yeah, we are a lot like sisters. Heck, maybe some brothers or best friends will enter the picture and sweep us off our feet. You never know.
In the meantime, we have both survived some painful relationships and are starting another life chapter.
That’s it. I am climbing down from the soapbox now and going to sleep.
My prompt for today is; Drawing The Line.
I know there are various interpretations of this but, I am going to address the one that totally affected my life.
My first major boyfriend was a drug addict. Mainly Crystal Meth. He never had money, slept constantly, was not responsible and we always had to go out in a group. He also introduced me to a horrible sex act that was definitely not pleasant or comfortable and one I would not ever care to repeat. But, I digress.
After dating him and dating another druggie; I decidef I was not going to marry one.
I met my last husband at church. D. was pretty much perfect. He didn’t drink, smoke or do drugs and we prayed over all major decisions. We hadn’t been married a year when he opened the door to allow Marijuana into our lives. He changef then, and became mean and lazy.
I had already made the decision that being married to a Druggie was not acceptable. I gave him an ultimatum.. Get Help or Get Out! Those that have followed my blog know the outcome. Our marriage ended. His choice.
You see, he never came forth with his past history. He had a history with drug addiction.
Drawing The Line on what is acceptable. It’s very tough but doable, and rigjt, in the long run.
I am up. Pushing my chair and working on boxes.
I have started walking again although I get worn out easily with my cast and a cast shoe over it. Plus, there is the fact that the cast is bulky and my foot won’t stay straight. I push my chair or Walker so I can have a seat when I get tired.
Crazy and I were considering going to see Rick Springfield tonight because he is here Free! However, I am not looking forward to the crowd and even the drive would be a pain what with pay parking. I think I will focus more on packing and getting ready to leave here.
I am out of my antidepressants which always messes with my mind. I have been having thoughts of D. and his family. What was and what is (and is not) now.
I am trying to avoid seeing my new Primary since he is brand new and I have to start all over with new doctors in AZ.
Lastly for today, I want to discuss this Daily Prompt thing. I can’t do it. I started to follow it and can’t find it, again. I think I will find a writing prompt that will e-mail me different topics each day; and go from there. Plus, what the heck is a Ping Back?
I can have my thoughts and write my blog. I can even post pictures, but other than that. I am not technologically inclined.
I may be posting two posts a day since I joined the Daily Prompt. Ot, I can add it to my usual post.
Anyway, today’s prompt is the word, DELIVERY.
Moving immediately comes to mind and how I am going to get two places worth of stuff delivered to Arizona. I have a friend that is going to help. But, I have to look into UHaul pricing and how much to keep the U-Haul for a few days or if it would be cheaper to pay a storage fee. I can’t afford a Pod, plus, we have two places to fill it from.
Pardon the italics, I don’t know wbat happened there.