Yesterday, Crazy and I had our Daith Piercings removed. Mine stopped working and got all crusty and painful. Plus, it hurt when in the MRI machine.Now, I just have two minor lumps where the ring was.
Crazy’s ear became infected.and bloody before removal.
Crazy’s friend, Van, is unbelievable! She acts all high and mighty, like she is better then us. She is threatening to call animal control in response to the smell in Crazy’s apartment.
I can’t stand judgmental people who enjoy messing up other peoples lives when it really doesn’t affect them.
You are my therapy and since I know no one personally, you observe my side of things from another perspective.
Let’s talk about addiction. Can an Addict really change? Without professional help? Do you believe someone can just decide to no longer smoke weed, meth, drink beer, whatever, and never go back to it? Without professional help?
I am better then I was and deserve to be treated right! Do I really want to stay in love or get re- involved with an Addict? That book should be over and I should never have reopened it.
If anyone can share their experiences, please do. I am back to focusing on myself and my education for a bit.
Thank you for reading and following this blog. And thank you for helping me in life’s big decisions.
D. and I are going to e-mail or text once in a while.
He claims the girl is not a girlfriend and says he quit weed. He did not go to actual recovery though. That bothers me because it’s to easy to relapse again and he has lied about quitting before.
I am feeling a bit better. I am determined to become a better person and open my eyes to reality.
Yesterday was extremely rough for Crazy. Her Ex-Husband has started drinking again and when he drinks, he gets mean and calls her names. This is the main reason their marriage ended.
Within the passed few months, he has been using her anyway while supposedly saving money to move. On Sunday, Crazy watched him spend every cent he made, plus more, on junk. He was drunk all day while at the Swap Meet to sell his stuff.
Yesterday, she finally ended it and got all her stuff out of his place. After which, he proceeded to call her a Thief and lay guilt on her by calling while drunk and calling her names every few hours.
In one of his last calls, he said he is going to leave today. I seriously hope he does.
It will be hard for Crazy but she already see’s a Therapist and we are both supporting each other.
As of yesterday, it is completely official. I am back to my Maiden Name. I am also being referred to a possible Therapist soon.
Well, the neighbors called the city and we received a notice that our outside area for cats must come down because it attaches to the house.
The stupid Bitch was there when it was built and even considered using my guys to work on her house.
So, since there was no solution to the bird problem, they got us on this. D. Is going to try to make a cage out of wire that doesn’t attach so the cats will still have a play area.
In other news: we are now a 2 car family! I got a 96 Mazda Miata convertible. This will really help most of our problems, I think.
Speaking of which, we met with Pastor for counseling and it was a waste of time. We are going to see how we do before going further with more counseling
However, Pastor did suggest my meeting with one of the older women in our church and I will. Maybe she can be my Mentor.
Ugh, I have been sick for almost two weeks and my cough is getting worse. I finally called the doctor for them to put me on something.
I haven’t much felt like writing lately.
I did finish reading a book titled: ‘Here’s The Story ‘ by Maureen McCormick. Yes, Maureen, Marcia Brady. I was a bit disappointed because there was very little about the show and it focused mainly on her and her struggles. I think ‘ Here’s My Story : would have been a better title.
We are in the middle of Neighbor Drama. We have a Bird Feeder which hangs in the front so the cats can watch the birds. It has been hanging there all year. Well, the Neighbor wants us to take it down because birds carry germs and they are pooping on and around her house, plus she and her husband are trying to get pregnant, etc. This Bird Feeder has been here a year and I do not want to take it down, for her! That is so stupid. This is the same neighbors that refused/refuses to pick up her own dogs mess because it is her side of the property.
My sister, Self, apparently had it our with my other sister, M. M. sent her a gift for being Cancer Free and Self sent it back saying M. needed the money more then she did. It wasn’t money, it was a Starbucks’s Card. So, that makes no sense.
Anyway, Self has been treating M. like crap, recently and won’t apologise since she thinks what she did was right.
Needless to say, Self has cut off her entire immediate family, I believe. At least her two sisters. Don’t know if she is talking to our Brother.
I talked to my cousin, whom self keeps in touch with and just asked, as a favor, if they will tell us if something drastic happens to Self. We do care if she dies of Cancer, and would like to be updated, should something drastic happen.