D. and I are going to e-mail or text once in a while.
He claims the girl is not a girlfriend and says he quit weed. He did not go to actual recovery though. That bothers me because it’s to easy to relapse again and he has lied about quitting before.
I am feeling a bit better. I am determined to become a better person and open my eyes to reality.
Yesterday was extremely rough for Crazy. Her Ex-Husband has started drinking again and when he drinks, he gets mean and calls her names. This is the main reason their marriage ended.
Within the passed few months, he has been using her anyway while supposedly saving money to move. On Sunday, Crazy watched him spend every cent he made, plus more, on junk. He was drunk all day while at the Swap Meet to sell his stuff.
Yesterday, she finally ended it and got all her stuff out of his place. After which, he proceeded to call her a Thief and lay guilt on her by calling while drunk and calling her names every few hours.
In one of his last calls, he said he is going to leave today. I seriously hope he does.
It will be hard for Crazy but she already see’s a Therapist and we are both supporting each other.
As of yesterday, it is completely official. I am back to my Maiden Name. I am also being referred to a possible Therapist soon.
Well, the neighbors called the city and we received a notice that our outside area for cats must come down because it attaches to the house.
The stupid Bitch was there when it was built and even considered using my guys to work on her house.
So, since there was no solution to the bird problem, they got us on this. D. Is going to try to make a cage out of wire that doesn’t attach so the cats will still have a play area.
In other news: we are now a 2 car family! I got a 96 Mazda Miata convertible. This will really help most of our problems, I think.
Speaking of which, we met with Pastor for counseling and it was a waste of time. We are going to see how we do before going further with more counseling
However, Pastor did suggest my meeting with one of the older women in our church and I will. Maybe she can be my Mentor.
Ugh, I have been sick for almost two weeks and my cough is getting worse. I finally called the doctor for them to put me on something.
I haven’t much felt like writing lately.
I did finish reading a book titled: ‘Here’s The Story ‘ by Maureen McCormick. Yes, Maureen, Marcia Brady. I was a bit disappointed because there was very little about the show and it focused mainly on her and her struggles. I think ‘ Here’s My Story : would have been a better title.
We are in the middle of Neighbor Drama. We have a Bird Feeder which hangs in the front so the cats can watch the birds. It has been hanging there all year. Well, the Neighbor wants us to take it down because birds carry germs and they are pooping on and around her house, plus she and her husband are trying to get pregnant, etc. This Bird Feeder has been here a year and I do not want to take it down, for her! That is so stupid. This is the same neighbors that refused/refuses to pick up her own dogs mess because it is her side of the property.
My sister, Self, apparently had it our with my other sister, M. M. sent her a gift for being Cancer Free and Self sent it back saying M. needed the money more then she did. It wasn’t money, it was a Starbucks’s Card. So, that makes no sense.
Anyway, Self has been treating M. like crap, recently and won’t apologise since she thinks what she did was right.
Needless to say, Self has cut off her entire immediate family, I believe. At least her two sisters. Don’t know if she is talking to our Brother.
I talked to my cousin, whom self keeps in touch with and just asked, as a favor, if they will tell us if something drastic happens to Self. We do care if she dies of Cancer, and would like to be updated, should something drastic happen.
It is really sad when y you may have to stop communication with your own sister.
However, I really think Self is a Hypochondriac who creates her own stress. She is now Cancer Free but, convinced she has another disease and only has 5 years left to live.
She has treated me like crap for the last 5 years (since our mom died) for whatever stupid reasons about how mom’s care when she was sick and funeral was managed; which I took care of.
She turns every conversation, email, etc. into a confrontation and has to be right.
I am done being hurt by her and if she wants to end communication, that’s fine.
You can’t pick your family.
Okay, So, I have a sister that doesn’t talk to me..for whatever reason. Yeah, I know one of the main ones. However, we have sort of come to an agreement where she will at least e-mail once in a while. Otherwise, she gets info about me from my other sister who talks to both of us.
Anyway, I get this msg from (let’s call her Self short for Selfish) Self telling me not to respond but, she has been diagnosed with Cancer (for the 2nd time) and this kind is genetic. She said not to respond because “the family is devastated.” She was also asking if I would put her on the Prayer List at church.
Am I not part of the family? Once again, the issue is about her but I am not allowed to say I care, or I’m sorry, or Kiss My Ass! Totally stupid. I did put her on the Prayer List because it was the Christian thing to do, and I do care. But, Really! That is insulting to think that even though we don’t talk, she doesn’t even want a comment on this from me.
I talked to my other sister and the Cancer, Self has, may not be genetic. The doctor said, it “could be genetic.” Of course, Self is the type of person that doesn’t count those two little words and jumps to conclusions right away.